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  • Jun. 4th, 2008 at 8:10 PM
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I'll be staying in the dorm! I passed! yay! hehe..

There's nothing much to say...well, maybe my pleadings to time that it just stop and let me have a longer summer.

Or, that I went home earlier...as in to my original home, where friends are just in the corner, not needing any appointment to show up. hehe. Ü Not that my friends here are unaccountable...it's just that it is easier to be together, there. ÜÜ

Anyway, since that main point of this post is the dorm thing, let me add that I'll be in room 306 (as if anyone would like to go visit! haha!). Anyway, Dan (one of my bestfriends), would also be staying there, which makes it better for I'll already have a sort of family there. ÜÜ

So there. ÜÜ I am counting the days before I leave. Saturday, it is. Ü

Possibly the most beautiful love song

  • May. 31st, 2008 at 2:50 PM
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 All for Love

All for love a Father gave
For only love could make a way
All for love the heavens cried
For love was crucified

Oh how many times have I broken Your heart
But still You forgive
If only I ask
And how many times have You heard me pray
Draw near to me

Everything I need is You
My beginning, my forever
Everything I need is You

Let me sing all for love
I will join the angel song
Ever holy is the Lord
King of Glory
King of all

Oh how many times have I broken Your heart
But still You forgive
If only I ask
And how many times have You heard me pray
Draw near to me

Everything I need is You
My beginning, my forever
Everything I need is You (x2)

All for a love a Saviour prayed
Abba Father have Your way
Though they know not what they do
Let the Cross draw man to You

Everything I need is You
My beginning, my forever
Everything I need is You (x2)

--By Hillsong United

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results still not in.

  • May. 31st, 2008 at 2:30 PM
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Looks like I made a terrible mistake.

Turned out we wont be notified of the dorm results. 

Yesterday came and went without any emails, texts, phone calls from the university.

I guess we have to so and see the list ourselves.

/sigh/

Wish my big bro could go and check the list!

So it's friday...technically.

  • May. 30th, 2008 at 12:17 AM
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Today's the last day of my summer classes. And I dont know what I really feel about it.  (when was i ever sure? /shakes head/ tsk tsk..haha) At one point, I am sad that it is to end so soon; but I am glad that finally it is over. (hurrah hurrah!)

I really dont want to complain about something that makes me feel good...I really dont want to ruin the moment. haha! Ruin the moment?! /sigh/ 

Anyway, it is also today that the dormitory results would be released. See, in the university where I'll be studying has this housing of their own...only one has to apply for of course, there are limited slots. I somehow want to experience how to live in the dorm, as everyone who did said that it was fun. My fingers are already sore from being crossed all week...no seriously.. haha. Then again, it would only be a couple of hours. ... .... .... 

I am really bursting with impatience here! haha. Maybe I should try that method that I used in my summer classes...when the clock strikes 1 pm (when we resumed after lunch), I begin counting down the hours left before 5 pm and I would be able to go. hehe. So 4 more hours, 3, 2-and-a-half (that wont be long...), 2, 1, 30 minutes... haha. Who could not tell how bored I was? haha. 

Sounds good to me...but wait. I do not know what time they'd send us the results (I think it would be by e-mail) so I can't really do a countdown when I am not sure of the exact time. Hmmm... let's say that it would be before 5 pm for office hours is usually over at tha time. That would make it about 17 hours? And I would sleep for 6 hours, and only 11 hours would be left. 

Right now, all I want to do is check my mail every 20 minutes or so... Okay I lied. Make that every 10 minutes. Ü

Anyway, have to sleep. Ü (zzzz)

fixed it!

  • May. 29th, 2008 at 1:13 PM
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Turned out my computer's clock is down...Ühaha..anyway, fixed it.Ü 

Something's wrong with the date...

  • May. 29th, 2008 at 1:05 PM
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 Why is my journal calendar 5 days late? Does anyone know how to fix this? thanks!!Ü
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I missed Forbidden Kingdom! I heard about it (that it's not showing anymore) just now.

I was really planning to see it this week, since last had been busy. I'm even ready to go alone it no one would come with me. This is headed to the list of my major disappointments for the year (come to think of if, I might be able to share the list hereÜ)

Moving on..

Another major miss is the Hillsong United Live in Manila. I guess, I was not really counting on going to see this one...for it's far from where I live and no one is able to go with me, given that I could still purchase tickets, having heard about the concert too late, which I could not. /sigh/

Anyway, I really dont want to associate Hillsong with something that's not good, so better end the post here. Ü Enough rants. Ü

May. 23rd, 2008

  • 7:17 PM
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I guess blogging is not that sad anymore.Ü

I have just accessed the blog I was talking about in this post! yay! I was really happy that finally, the owner let the public read her blog again. Ü

my blog's basically empty.. ='(

  • May. 8th, 2008 at 3:36 PM
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Yeah, I just noticed. I've been completely neglecting my LJ...so, to fill it up, here are updates of my, so far, dreary and uneventful life...Ü
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I've just enrolled in my university last monday. Mom and Dad went with me. The whole thing went pretty much okay except for a small, yet it affected too many, blunder I made in the registration window. Gosh! I have never been that ashamed of myself in years! Goodness... I was so embarassed that I can't look at any of their faces as I walked to the nest step of the process. hehe.. Anyway, all that's by-the-by now. Ü 
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Then, on tuesday, I attended the freshman orientation program...also in the university. The travel had worn me out. Imagine, for 48 hours, I have traveled, more or less, 16 hours. Anyway, the program was worth it. i had fun and all that.Ü 
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Now, I am trying to maximize my remaining free days...for on monday, i wil be going to another school. This time to have classes to learn electronics...it is to prepare me for college. Darn, My summer time is running out. 
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Oh...and talk of another major disappointment.. I was really really looking forward to a 3-day trip to one of the most beautiful resorts in the country...but it's not going to push through...Aww..
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I had another texting match with my bestfriend. Ü it does feel oh so good to catch up with what she has been doing. Aww..I miss my classmates. They were my 2nd family for four years...now, we are really going to have different lives...hehe.Ü
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Oh and this looked like a column in a newspaper.Ü I miss being a journalist. I miss our newspaper. I miss our adviser. ...or since it is so colorful, a column in a children's book, more like. ÜHope it is still readable. Ü

..on why I've beem awayÜ

  • May. 3rd, 2008 at 11:52 PM
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During my first year in high school, my beloved adviser/ english teacher asked us to relate our Holidays in a sentence. The next day. she returned all of our papers and asked us to rewrite for they are not really composed of one sentences...(I actually made a one-sentenced paragraph.Ü) She gave us beautiful examples, perhaps to inspire us to do better...and as one of those examples went, there goes my excuse for not writing so long.Ü Here it is...

                                                             "There is nothing worth writing for."
(I am trying to just center align the previous line...it wont work, so....spacebar to the rescue!hehe.Ü)

haha..watdapak? What's the use of this post then? I dont know, really. Ü and I just noticed, this post is full of redundancies...haizz..I guess i havent found it yet...my craze for writing is still out of my system. Can anyone please help me look for it?

Apr. 25th, 2008

  • 10:28 PM
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 oh, and about the reunion with my ex-classmates...it was not pushed through. Apparently, they were so busy..haha..why did I not see it? They were doing something for their college..*sigh* haha

Anyway...

Life has been really dreary these days. I'm broke (..spent all my remaining money for something else..hehe) so my phone is really quiet. I lost interest in writing for about, uhm, 23 hours? hehe.. so  I did not get to update my blog (s) for so long. Yeah, well...it did not seem so in my LJ..but in my others... I spend my days either trying to read a book full of gothic stories (and I can't stand it...what must have become of me? haha..first writing, then reading? hehe.) or looking for worthwile shows on our non-cable TV..haha..

I feel like welcoming something new...even if the something is not that pretty...yeah, for instance, mom just told me that i have an appontment with the dentist first time tomorrow morning. IDK...should I be glad for it? haha..

I hope the next days will not be as dreadful or boring...and I hope my future posts will have something in them.haha..Even I yawn when I am reading my blog. tsk tsk..hehe

hehe..Ü

Awww..it's so sad.

  • Apr. 25th, 2008 at 9:53 PM
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I've been in the blogging world for about a year now...(yeah, it's late..I know, I am behind the trend...) and I have been reading several blogs regularly. And being the timid, shy and afraid me, I could not prompt myself to ask if I can be a friend. 

Recently, I found out that one of the blogs I have been reading has actually set its privacy status to, I guess, friends only. One has to contact the author of the blog if you aren't friends yet...

Awww. Their family (it was a mom's blog) has been a source of joy to me. i have watched, er, read every laugh and every tear they shared for so long...And now...it feels as if a really good friend moved to a place so far away that any mean of communication between us was made impossible.

I dont know...but it pains me. 

of reunions and hesitancies

  • Apr. 24th, 2008 at 12:12 AM
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After I graduated in elementary, my family and I moved here, in the capital. My parents' workplaces are nearer, my brother and my soon to be schools are here...so it seemed that moving was the best thing. At first, it was really hard for me to accept that I am forever leaving my home of so many years...all I thought of, day and night, were my friends...and the fact that I may never see them for a long time. It's done me bad...for 4 years in my high school, I felt homesick and all I want to do is go back...maybe hang out with some of the old gang and all...(dont get me wrong...i had fun with my classmates and developed a really really good attachment with them...it's just that I sorely miss every thing in our old place)

Then, I received a text message, earlier, saying that a couple of them (my friends from the old town) are coming tomorrow...to arrange something for their enrolment. I asked them to text me if they still have time to meet up tomorrow...they said okay. 

I am excited.

I am anxious.

I am afraid...that something, after all the years that we're apart, was gone between us. What if...uh, what if...*
sigh* Even i can't put the exact finger on the real thing that was worrying me. Maybe, it's just that I know I have changed...and for all I know, they may have, too. 

Wee...all these thinking makes me really really hungry...haha..even though i wolfed down all the mangoes earlier or the peanuts or the dinner...haha.. 

What am I to do? (duh, jaimee...what else is there? haha.. show up and be yourself..) I know I know....I am an eccentric piece of something..hehe.Ü

Writer's Block: Define Cheater

  • Apr. 24th, 2008 at 12:04 AM
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What is your definition of cheating?


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I believe cheating is lying to yourself and to everyone else, done for personal gain...

took a trip down the memory lane...

  • Apr. 22nd, 2008 at 1:08 PM
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...and, once again, got lost. I found myself dizzy and disoriented as flashes of my childhood, my elementary and high school engulfed me..haha...and of course, they reurgitated (horribly reminds me of toilets in Bethnal green...okay, I read too much Harry Potter Ü)...see, reurgitating memories..haha... I dont think anyone else has that...haha. I feel I am now in chunks of green and slimy things..haha

oha oha. haha. 

And nostalgia had me, once again, wishing that I am back in our old place...where my friends are just blocks away...and we can walk aroung the town, not minding the heat, the lack of food...as long as we're together, having fun (even I can' read the word..haha) was never hard.

pre-enlistment update:

Anyway, finally, i was able to access the site and pre-enlisted on the subjects that I'd like to take. I just hope that they will be approved..haha..if not, I can just take the university jeep and refuse to get down until they approved it. I know...stubborn me...but, anyway, I will still yield. haha..*stabs self* haha..

that's it for now. ÜÜÜ

I've just noticed...

  • Apr. 21st, 2008 at 11:30 PM
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...that I change my blog's template with every post. haha.. there's something in seeing your journal change every time I go take a look. (it's as if I'll have too much to see, I only have 4 (?) posts?) haha...and again, there's something in seeing the familiar site over and over again. 

...that I am (like thousands out there) addicted to this ... and to this Ü. I was just lured...I can't stop using them! haha...

...and that I am barely seeing my brother this past week. *sigh* and now, my parents are about to explode because of it.

...and that I still can't get in the website...(check last postÜ)

...and that half of "frank the goats" expression look the same...(no complaints there, however...haha.)

pre-enlistment!!

  • Apr. 21st, 2008 at 5:13 PM
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I am typing away as the page for the pre-enlistment for the University of the Philippines loads. I am excied, nervous, apprehensive. bored..whatever. The traffic must be really really bad for even my friend cant get in. Well, that's just so when so many people are trying to log on at the same time. 

I must have clicked that refresh button for like 20 (go maroons..haha..) times? the least? haha.. anyway, a friend of mine was about to pre-enlist, too. He was actually able to log on. Then, I said that he wait for me, then I cant get in (so, I tried to refresh for like 5 more mintues before letting him click that pre-enlist link) and now, he can't get in, too. Connection reset. 

Waahhh! I am so ashamed! *blush* *wails more loudly* haha..But then  again, he said it was okay. 

Anyway, i am about to w8 here until 12 am...when, hopefully, some of the peope who are trying to pre-enlist are already asleep or something..hehe.Ü maybe then, we can get in.......

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Oh, and I went to my soon-to-be college earlier. I passed my final requirement for my medical certificate..my x-ray result. Then, I was stamped as "fit to enroll". Yay! I can't be any more excited...that's the final thing to be settled before I can really really enroll in May 5. hehe..

And I learned how to commute "properly". hehe.. I believe I got the hang of going to the campus: a bus, then a jeepney (the king of the road!!haha) and that's that. Going back maybe a problem since I still feel uneasy when I am just going to "hail" a bus and pass the chance of standing half of the way...so my brother and I took a cab and went to the terminal..haha..something so expensive to be done every time I go home. haha..

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refreshing still!!
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oh, and it's sooooooooooooooo summer here in the Philippines. it is kinda getting to me already..(was I the one who said that?)..haha...

adding pics update...

  • Apr. 20th, 2008 at 12:32 AM
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In my last post, I said I was okay...and now, i am completely frustrated. I tried and tried to add images to my last post. My URL was correct, checked. I uploaded from my custom made photobucket account, checked. 

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And so, I cant understand why they just wont appear...

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This is me behind the steering wheel...haha..see my feet and the brakes and the accelerator? the engine's off, see..haha. (do tell me what's the use? haha)


Still. it is the most beautiful summer's day...Ü

life's good..yep, it is...even though i am turning 17 this July and I still can't drive..haha

oh, and I can't figure out how to upload pictures.....what will I type in the URL of the image if I am uploading from my computer? hope the pictures that I put here will show....for if not, the post will be entirely, uh, worthless? haha..as it is, but understanding it would not be probable...and i created a special account in photobucket for this....*sigh*

So yesterday's friday...oh, and I am new..

  • Apr. 19th, 2008 at 12:45 AM
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Yep, I am new here.Ü  Just started this blog, uh, two days ago? yeah, that was technically two days ago. haha.. This blog is another attempt to appease my obssession of blogging communities...that even though I already have several online journals, I really really like signing up for more....this one's my first oddity, really...and is basically my (how do you rate oddity?) worst? best? anyway...

Yesterday is friday and I felt a little differently about yesterday. Well, to be fair, the day was quite unusual in itself (here's me trying to explain myself already..haha) for (let me enumerate, okay? hehe):

1. I woke up alone.. is that a bad thing or a good thing?.. Everyone's at work, or in their classes or somewhere else. I gave quite a start when I stirred, went down, went up and again another floor and realized that no one else is in the house...but me, of course. hehe...I jumped up and down, up and down,  up and...well you know..

2. When my stomach gave a really loud rumble (it happened while I am contemplating on what to do on the stretch of time that i wont have any company but the old me), I headed downstairs and found tons of ants feasting on what is supposed to be my food, yep, rice and all. That's nice,for unless I can make a breakfast-worthy meal in a jiffy, maybe my stomach muscles would still have remaining strength for they are working to give me cramps for a llllllooooonnnngggg time....

3. I found a loaf of bread in the pantry, searched for a spread, found none, sat in front of the TV and ate anyway...I probably consumed more than half of it...

4. Finally, when my grandmom came, I had companions (along with her is my uncle..hehe.)!! Then, she asked me to go with her to the market with her...so we went...then, I got harassed by the driver of the PUV that we took. Harassed by asking questions about our dogs...how did he know the kind of dogs we have? freaky freaky..(eye waters staring at the words hehe) hmmmm...he said he needed one for a birthday tomorrow...uh, that would be today, later. he asked if there is nothing for sale...huh? Since when we did we start selling our pets? tsk tsk!! then the PUV was really wobly (that the right word? hehe) It's as if he had problems with steering it...feels exactly when I first drove on a real road..haha...and it just did not feel right.

5. I was weepy the rest of the day. This was so un-me!! *sigh* I hardly cry on normal days...yep and the weeping started even before the harassment thing..Maybe because of the book that I was reading, or the song that i was listening too or the....................tediousness of my first post? haha..I only wail 'artificially' about my posts becoming toooooo boring..haha..so this wont be the reason..hhaa

Anyway, it's time for me to have a shut of an eye...or two. hehe...Yesterday's sooooo., well, yesterday..haha.I'm coming back to the old me. yay! hehe..